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18 May 2005
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maybe. i really shudnt have came todae. of cus. wud hab saved alot of trouble.anyway. i`m questioning her. who was the one who stood by her when she needed help? when she was struggling with the guy of her dreams.? who was the one who actually helped her tok to the guy she`s been avoiding? maybe. just maybe. it`s him. that`s why. i know the fight between me and him. might not be as serious as i make it out to be. but, if he wants to play his ego game. i can too! alright. don`t say i`m unrealistic. i get the point that she needs to side with someone. even if the person is not me. but does that mean, she can`t freaking talk to me. or say a word to me? bloody hell. she just walked past during recess. who ain`t angry man? after all those bull talk about being friends forever. i do understand if she wishes to side with him. but hey, she sits infront of me afterall. can`t she like freaking turn and talk to me? why? will the guy kill her if she does. or maybe, it`s on her own free will. so, basically i mean noting la. well. now den i noe. alritte. i noe during Social Studies. was pretty harsh. all those words coming out from my mouth. hey girl, if you`re gonna get angry with that. ask your conscience. when you were angry and boiling, even the "fuck" word came out. and for me, oni the babi and sarcastic tone rite.. you yourself, would know that when you`re angry, you car`n freaking control the shit that comes out from your mouth. so don`t come and tell me you don`t understand. cos you do. well. maybe. he was there for her when she`s feeling down la. that`s why she needs to side with him. or maybe. i was too unreasonable for her liking. but.. she gotta accept that everyone has a bad side. =) i do appreciate the times when she stood by mie. but if.. she is .. like.. gonna do dis. and pang-seh me.. den. FORGET IT. thanks for those times. and if you`re gonna continue like dis. i thank you for your friendship all this while. thanks. so. is this.. de end? |
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nor liyana mohd khalis.i'm always in love with pretty boys. like as if i don't learn from experience, i always give in to sweet words. and i never learn from the past. i'm vulnerable to hurt, but i'd like to believe i'm stronger than i seem. jauh di dasar hatiku, aku tahu aku masih kasihimu dan menyintaimu. namun kau sudah berpunya, kau sudah bercinta. disini kita berakhir, tergantung segala cerita dan kisah lama. wishlist
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